life

heyy everyone! its saturday morning, and this is like my actual first post. i just had lunch (shrimp yum!) and im just thinking of thoughts. while listening to "Suggestions" by Orelia. pretty deep song. anyway, with my thoughts of life. it brings me back to a book we read in literature and composition (fancy schamncy term for language arts).
the books called Farenheit 451, by Ray Bradbury. it deals with this technologically obsessed society. it brings up many questions including that of being "truly happy". then i wonder if im "truly happy"? i mean, i am way better compared to how i was last summer. i lost, depressed, anxiety-ridden soul. but even now that im in a better place, a better school, with better friends, i contemplate. like im at this school for singing and acting, but i dont always hang with those classmates, i hang with different art oriented people. i dont hang occasionally with my classmates because i feel like the outcast. maybe its just me? or maybe its because my classmates and i are made different?? idk. whatever. i know for the moment i may not be rainbows and sunshine, but im not skulls and death.
That can do for now,

-*L*B*