maybe its just me?

hmmmmm......I feel sometimes like I do more than my brother. Maybe its just in my head and maybe I am just being selfish. But I constantly feel like I do more things than my brother. Things like calling someone or answering the phone, helping with groceries, stuff like that which my brother is physically capable of doing too. whatever, I'll just deal with it later -*L*B*

im back!

Hi guys! I am back! It has been awhile but a lot has gone on that I cannot wait to talk about! ok well first, school has ended! we got out last thursday! checked my grades today, all A's except 2 B's! one of them should be an A but my stupid spanish teacher never counted my missing assignment i turned in as well as my leftover extra credit homework passes! but whatever, thats life and thats just how it goes :P Speaking of school, last week was also finals! I felt like I did farely well on them! and we got...Yearbooks! I got mine the monday we were allowed to get them! turning in textbooks went by smoothly and I didn't lose or damage any I had!(: But...you can't always have good days. There was this girl...really good friends with her and we dated, and then she broke up with me. She didn't want anything to change with our friendship but lets be real, nothing ever stays the same. We don't talk everyday anymore like we used to, but I am holding my head up high and moving on! Which brings me to my next exciting thing to talk about... SUMMER!!!!! kicked off the first hours of summer after school by going to the mall with friends, grabbing lunch, and helping me fix my bad wardrobe :P these next few days have been kinda boring, all my friends are on the washington d.c./n.y. trip, but they get back soon! Meanwhile, I work at church and work at a theatre doing lights and sound. Yesterday I went to my brothers promotion and after our parents suprised us with graduation/birthday presents...IPADS! However we must also use it for school work and we had to pay for half (but still!) and today with my own money i bought myself a wireless keyboard :3 and as my parents anniversary gift to each other they bought an imac! Yay getting rid of the old pc! Our pc right now is slower than a snail -_- but now we are pretty much an apple family! and coming up in a few days is our parents 25th wedding anniversary! I'm so happy they are able to stay together so long after a bunch of their friends have gotten divorces. Tomorrow my sister is throwing them this party with all their friends invited and there will be food and dancing and I can't wait! And a suprise for pretty much the whole family came today! My sisters suprise for my parents were bringing our cousins (from colorado) here for the week! They came over today and we had a fun filled day and I'm sure more are to come! This week has been really good(: Anyways, its late, imma sleep! -*L*B*

It does get better?

so to my few readers, if you ever feel sad or down in the dumps it will get better<3 im so happy now, and i probably couldn't have said that a year ago today,
-*L*B*

quote~

"I don't want to waste my breath trying to talk when you don't bother to even listen"- anonymous

Week be over!

Ok so I cannot wait for this week to end!! Tomorrow I have star testing and on Thursday. Was I supposed to study?? Bleh. Anyway and finally Sinatra is Friday so I can get rid of these songs in my head. I'm kind of over 8th grade; I think high school will be more fun!! But i dont know,,,this whole situation of this thing has got me feelin kinda funky but not in a good way. Anyways parents are being usual parents and that's starting to bug me too. Why do so many things get me revved and bummed..
Maybe its all in my head,,or not
-*L*B*

happened again..

never let feelings get the best of you.
-*L*B*

spring break full of work??

thats right, i dont have the most relaxed spring break -.-

i mean i have math homework and just a teeny bit of lit and comp homework, so its not the worst but i still have to memorize like ten frank sinatra songs and of course youtube helps but not alot and i dont read sheet music so i cant follow along perfectly and i need to memorize all the lyrics because when i get back its nonstop lunch rehearsals and block 7's and the boys are gonna have more since we're gonna do this whole rat pack thing and its like a big bomb exploding in my face! asdfghjkl
so ya for the next week imma just be listening to my songsday in and day out (with the occasional reading of a book and hanging out with someone)
#funstuff?maybe not
-*L*B*

p.s. when im bored i like to look at fire :P its just mee